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#82: Alive too long | nonnonnonochi's Blog


I was supposed to start the short course but I messed up the timing so I'm still a NEET. My parents hate me but they never want to talk anything out. I've pushed away any friends and despite small progress in the beginning I'm back to 0 weight change. I want to, or rather need to, die already but I'm scared. I haven't been wanting to update this blog because I'm ashamed. I'm still useless and deserve to be lonely. I have no real ambition or talent so why can't I stop being dumb and drown.

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